Sucide Apology

I'm sorry I ever dreamed about you
Or even thought of your name.
I'm sorry I wasted my life on you.

I was broken, shattered
By the cold winds
ruffling your hair.

You tore me from my roots,
Like one might pick a flower.
I would wilt sooner or later.

I'm sorry it had to be sooner
I'm sorry i couldn't stand in the vase
Like a strong rose would.

I couldn't hold my head high,
Yet I was not ashamed,
Simply Scared.

I'm sorry i was scared,
Like a rabbit chased by a wolf.
I'm sorry you had to be that wolf.

I'm sorry for not making sense,
I'm sorry for apologizing.

No, I'm not sorry for being sorry.
I want you to know
Just how much I hurt right now,
Just why I am such a coward to flee life.